Wednesday, December 13, 2006

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
:) :) :)


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

katak berpikir.."apa nak makan ari ni"


it is..the money somehow hanging around the corner, until the right time when your client, your daddy, or your kind sister :P, bank in it to your account..
see guys, i have like RM13 right now in my pocket..
i was sleeping when maksu called me to ask for my maybank account number..she's paying me for the photography job i did for her and mak teh, the wedding, and the fashion show..
it really help me out as i have so many things to pay, the printing and what not, are quiet costly.

let alone, im entering a photography competition and had just sent the photos for development at cost me like around 60, the money that maksu just bank in to me is so much useful..
well, i guess better use your paycheck towards things that you are totally know where it goes, rather than it reduce little by little in your account, without you realizing it.
hmm...the loreal/myc is not yet to pay us for our consolation prize.. by the way, i didn't win for the loreal competition.. :(
and im gonna earn some money this weekend for a photography job.
money, money, money...that is my concern..hahhaha..

uh, and i'm gonna be super duper buzy this whole week as i have submission next week on friday..
in the meantime, do pray for me for the photography competition...its a cash prize to be win.. :P
click here to see the pictures i choose for the competition..its a flora photo contest.i know there will be a lot of better and great pictures up to compete, but tuah orang, siapa yang tahu..hihii..

until then, please eat right, exercise regularly,
and drink plenty of water..
take care folks!


Sunday, December 10, 2006

cinta antara batu dan rumput


a story that brings you the meaning of cinta.
cinta towards the one you loved, dearly, and you hold close to your may need sacrifice, to survive in cinta.

well, the editing was nice, the cinematography is great and the story line is somehow, interesting.
it worth my rm8 ticket and the coldness of the cinema. i like that movie..

as me and a friend were sinking in the movie, scene by scene, there was the 'thing you must not do in cinema' happen behind me..the girl, (thinking she's a smart ass) was telling her 'story' of cinta to her friend..that was the most annoying stuff, that i really hate in the cinema..i paid rm8 to watch the movie on the big screen, not to hear some smart ass ruining the story by telling what will happen next and next and next...urghhh..
well, that is one thing, what about those who keep kicking your seat from the back, with the intention of what?," sorry..tak sengaja???", and those who half an hour late and the seats happen to be right in the center of the cinema...

i mean, come on many times, people all around you need to say this out loud in their blogs.

you wouldn't want us to do the same to you , right.


Thursday, December 07, 2006

my present for nikki: a picture i took during our visit to malacca..

happy bday


nikki..hmm..cepat betul dia besar..
felt just like yesterday when i changed his diaper..
and last week, he turned 11 already..
nikki, my little brother..the last in the siblings...

being name as Muhamad Naufal Nasrullah bin Hamdan..yeah..quite long eh?
so we called him Nikki...not really sure where nikki come from, but i guess it was somehow after my uncle whom we called Acik

nikki is a great kid..he's a bit annoying every now and then (well, that's what kids do when they started to whining and all) but he's mature than his age i might say.
growing up with all grown ups in the family might more or less effect the way he thinks, speaks and behave.
but yeah..he still a kid..playing the game, watching the kids weekend tv programme until 12pm, need to be nagged all the time..hahhaha...

owh yeah, did i mention he's a star?
hahha...maybe not to everyone, but he is our star.
nikki played the role of Raja Ahmad (the Sultan's son) in the great epic movie PGL, and he did quiet number of commercials.. i still remember the day he first got scouted by the talent scout..i was walking with him from Toycity in KLCC. we were supposed to meet mama at parkson when these 2 talent scout stopped us...
they then introduced themself, and i swear i thought they were scouting me on their first introduction, ...hahhaha...then suddenly they started to ask how old was nikki, had he did any commercial and what not..
after talking and discussing with my family, we decided that it was a good oppurtunity for is.. starting from there, nikki had never looked back... and so do us..
we are proud of him..we do..

by the way, if you guys might catch his commercial sumtime during the one in a million season, he was the boy with the father who were playing game on the computer...

to nikki (si somel kakak!)
i luv u so much..i wish u the best in the years ahead and i will always be here for you..count on me!
happy birthday adik!


Thursday, November 23, 2006

me and tengku azura during KL Fashion Week (behind the stage)


yup, doesn't.
frankly speaking, I'm kinda in tight budget right now or in other easy word, sengkek.
yeah, i guess i could just ask some from some of my 'mobile bank'..hihi...but, for my own sake and for the precious experience that i might need to refer when i'll live on my own, i choose not to.

when budget is restricted, sure everything would be restricted as well. like things that i tempted to buy. the sandal that i saw at the mall was really great..the simplicity and sleek design caught my eyes..hihih..i tried it on like thrice, not included this evening when i went there again. :P
what else, the new arrival shirt at MNG, just hanging there, waving at me..

like i said, i need to get rid of my desire of having some unnecessary things.

i felt satisfied and glad that i did this.
i went to Ipod's website and to my surprise the starting price is at RM600.another big temptations..and this one is on my wish list ever since it made it first debut in Malaysia.
i guess im gonna save some money for it..yeah, some girls cant really have what they want in a blink of eyes. but say no more to worries, saving is the answer.
i surely will get the pink one! matching my pink V Motorola.

uh, and i also check out the yoga mat.
Tesco: RM36.00 (if im not mistaken)
Watson: RM29.90 (the cashier told me)
Fitness Centre: RM 49.90 (thin mat) and RM79.90(thick mat, they got this in pink!)
there's one more store i need to check on that i heard offer the best price (most importantly affordable) of all.

yeah, i enroll into yoga class.
last monday.
we went to the first class (the class had already start last week)
oh, me and ida are the we.
it was ok lah. not bad..i hurt my waist, thigh and hips though (the ultimate cellulite place)
but, at least im taking a step to gain a healthy body.

i used to jog every weekend.
degree stuff makes me busy.
its not that i didn't try to go for some jog here in mmu..i did go with couple of friends..
but i was so busy with work loads.

till i post again.
take care everyone.
eat right.


P/S: happy bday to IRA!!! luv u girl!
and to apa odo!! happy bday girls!!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006



here's a post, to cheer my dear friend, Arfah, who was just turn to be Mrs Pet!! congratulation to both of u!

if i were to talk about Arfah, there are more of laughter's than tears.
she was my senior at MMU.
the first time i met her, she gave me her famous smile..hahhaha..
Yana, who is her best friend was the new roommate to Ida and Vi, she moved in around second trimester last year.

like best friend would do, Arfah and Yana were always lepaking together..Arfah would come to Yana's room to chit chat and gossiping..uh, Arfah had this one website which she is the registered member, a website dedicated for all the gossips and rumours or what not in the Malaysia entertainment industry.. she's so loyal to the website for updates everyday!

then one day, as i entered the room, i saw Arfah's PC at the corner of Ida's wardrobe.
then the next day, she was sitting there doing her work, and the same picture goes on every time i entered the room.turn out to be, the network cable in her room wasn't functioning. therefore, Arfah was the unofficial fourth roommate in the room!

there would be always witty jokes, or silly movement she did..Ida called her Paris.
Paris Hilton
. judging from her slim figure, she can be one..except that Arfah character is so not Paris. Arfah got a ladylike mix tomboyish personality..know what i mean?

then there was Pet @Petto.
the prince charming that had steal her heart away.
well actually, they were engaged while Arfah was still in MMU (she graduated recently, before her wedding).
i met Pet for the first time during our traditional semester break dinner.

I'm glad that i made it to their wedding day at Alor Star.
it was a long journey and tiring, but it was worth it.
Ida and i were smiling and laughing as we saw Arfah berarak to go to the dining hall, holding the bouquet of was weird to see her in wedding she passed by with, she said "apasal korang gelak?!"..
it was hilarious..

to know Arfah as a good friend, is a bless for me.
may they have a blissful marriage, semoga berbahagia ke akhir ayat (as ida had suggested the last two words!).


Friday, November 10, 2006


hey guys...check out my new lamps..
its pink, and its round..its small and its cute..
i just got it last night.
comel kan?

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Selamat Hari Raya part Two

hmm..i thought i wanna share with you guys some of my pictures during the open house my friends did..

it has been like..what..6 years since we left high school..and we have been busy little bees since then..hihihi..
some of us have married with kids, some have working already, and some are still studying like me.
so, only at this time, we could have time together, to meet after a long while..
if i were to ask to list down their names, it would be a long list..

i'm glad i know them, and i'm glad that we are great friends..

owh, this coming weekend,a friend of ours will get Nadia..congratulation..semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu!


Wednesday, November 01, 2006


assalamualaikum, selamat hari raya to readers.
hope u guys hav a blast this raya...

my raya...hmm...not really in the mood or i might say tak beraya sangat.
the first day of raya, nikki wasnt feel well, he got chest infection due to the haze..poor little guy...we went to shah alam (uwan was there) that night, after nikki got his good rest and medicine.
the next day , it was just another day with rendang and lemang in the kitchen..i swear that i didnt feel like raya when i thought i woke up for another usual day, when i turned on the tv and watch so many raya tv programme, then it hit me that its the second day of raya..hahahah..

neweys, on the 4th of raya, we received sad news, abang ai passed away due to cancer.abang ai was my cousin...he used to come to my house every raya to see my dad (his pak teh) and us.he left 3 children and his wife...well, i guess that's why i was not in the mood at the first place..
7 years ago, abang ai's sister (arwahyarhamah kak yan) passed away due to breast cancer.

we went to the funeral at saujana impian.
he passed away on friday morning,in between of subuh pray.
that night, me and my family attend the tahlil, and went on for the next 2 days.
it must be hard for the children..

the eldest is 18,
the middle is 16,
the youngest is 10..
i saw them cried..i saw the youngest cried so hard..i saw his daughter kissed abang ai's forehead for the last farewell, but broke down with tears, she had to hold back her tears to kiss her last goodbye.. i saw kak shima (his wife), shattered, with no tears left..

mak ngah (his mother) sitting, beristighfar...she went through the same moment 7 years ago, and now she had to go through it again of losing a child. its not anyone faults, its not the doctors fault for not giving him the best of what he should have,its not his fault for not checking the cancer earlier, its not the mothers fault for carrying him to the world, its qadaq and qadar.

Allah the Almighty, Allah loves him more than us, his family.
let him be with Allah.



Tuesday, September 26, 2006


mama when she was 16, my inspiration

its been a while...
things are pretty exciting at the into a competition called purezone cash your dream..i got to be one of the 12 finalist..the thing is, i need votes to help me dear readers, friends and family, please do vote for me.
make my dreams come true..

click here to vote

you can vote as many time as long it comes with different emails..

help me guys, make my dream come true.


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

a boring day again.

i had to say..words to you..still its empty and silently i pass through..

i need to be myself again..i hate when i feel empty and now, what im feeling now..

im bitching about her to everyone..
she was the most person i hated before..even until now..
i can't stand the guts of her..
i want to forget things but i just can't.
she makes me sick most of the time..

betul ckp orang, easy to forgive but hard to forget..

nuthin more at this point..
later readers and friends!


Monday, July 24, 2006

mati itu benar

in a blink of an eye, i had to face the fact that i would never see him again in this world.
my dear friend, amin, passed away yesterday due to car accident.
amin was not a friend whom i said only hello and bye.he was a friend that i have memories with, a good friend.
i only know him for a year, when i first went to the mmusic AGM.
he was sweet.
but within that one year, i found that he's a great buddy,a charmer, a kind person who would willing to help friends in trouble.
we chatted, and to my surprised, we were both went to the same primary school and even lived in the same area.

yesterday evening,it was gloomy..
as if the skies knew how we felt..
the rain drizzling onto his grave, we said our doa for him.
it was a great lost, to most of the fcm student here...
still things happen for reasons.
Allah loves him more than us here.



an entry i had on him back then, ida convo entry

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

i have not been in touch with ira for months..i sms her the other day, and she called me back through the pay phone..
i miss her..

today at class, things were a bit boring i guess.
i had sandwich for breakfast with ice tea and a burger for lunch..
i'm trying to look after my i avoid rice..
only rice and maybe oily stuff..
i guess i'll just be having sandwich again for dinner..hahahah..pity me.

the pussycat dolls are heading to town next week.
i suggest for you (the fan) out there to get the tix early..
i'll get mine this weekend.

siti is marrying what else is new?

its been so hot in here...


Friday, June 30, 2006

look who's alone now?
its not me its not me..


**i'm adding a new blog of mine.
dedicated for MI class..basically,
its everything that happen in class,
activites etcetera.

Thursday, June 22, 2006


sometimes i do wonder, am i not capable of doing the job done like anyone elses did perfectly.
whatever i did, its not excellent, some may say...although i've pour all my effort and sweats in it.
hence, my result for this semester is unbelivably poor. i've done the best i could..i knew it..but still, it required more from the best i could give.i'm helplessly helpless.

i am devastated.

goin on as the second year student here in mmu is such an honour for me as i don't have any paper to repeat, or to extend...thank God so much.
the four of us are now in our separate majoring, whereby we are not in the same class anymore as we used to be in our sophomore year.
we are not in the same hostel room or block anymore..i'm here, and they there.
but still..we manage to get our lunch together right after our afternoon class..

i went to my first MI class yesterday..
the crowd was energetic.
the lecturers were eager.
and i, lost in time..then, i came back to reality that, i need to mix with new people..with new atmosphere and enviroment..i need to stand out from the rest.
it is not easy i know, but i'll try..

but yet, what makes this life interesting again is, the new things that i'm gonna explore and experience in this new environment.

until i'll write about my new student life, take care my dear readers, my passionate friends and my lovely family


Monday, May 22, 2006


a good fren said, "kalau tgh sedeh, sume lagu sedeh masuk dlm jiwa kalbu"..i think its true..

kenape kan, perlu ada perpisahan, setelah terjadinya pertemuan..kenape perlu ada kesakitan, setelah kita merasa kebahagiaan, kenape kan perlu kita mengalir kan air mata, setelah kita sebelum ini tak pernah terasa untuk menangis.
its not that i feel bored, neither feeling fact, the feeling is still there.
kalau nak ditunding jari, sape yang bersalah sebenarnya, it is me.
i ended it.i hurt someone's heart..i'm not proud of what i've done..i feel sad..but i need to do it.

dia tanye,"kalau dah tau begitu, kenape perlu mulakan?" i was speechless..i have no answer for that. i looked away.

as much as what he felt, that much i stumbled for hurting him.
i apologize so many times..i didn't mean to hurt him..

for so many reasons...

it may be over, but i still care.
i know, i'm doing the right thing..

hello guys..sorry that i haven't post anything for a long time..i was super duper buzy with course work..

there's so many things i did for this semester..shooting for video clip,a web portal, two pieces of illustration board size self potrait, a 12 inch sculpture, an A2 size or research book, an A4 size of skething book with i can only made for 50 pages je..
as for sculpture, im glad that mine was finally being put on the guys have no idea wat the table means proudness...hahahhah
mine and ellys...we made it to the table..haha...

everything was impossible at first, but i made it anyways..yayy..
i had fun doing all the final projects, although it was really really stressful at first.

i gained weight, acne on my face, mentally down and tired..dats we ate...we ate and ate..until we gained weight..hahah...

my friends help me a lot..esp those who close to guys know who you are..
we gonna lives our separate ways afterwards..doing our majoring..its like, we're not gonna be together anymore,too bad..we gonna be really really busy..
i hope we'll fine time for us. hmmm...

i had finished my sophomore year..let me take the second year by storm..hahahha..
im looking forward..really..

ill see you guys soon..MMU the best! muuahhhh....
Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006


have u guys ever notice that, there is time when u started to get close to sumone new, its like everywhere u go there's them, u get too much out of them.u feel like u wanna puke, or running naked in the hall, or screaming just to let people know that ur actually suffering.
especially when they are so much pain in the ass!
u feel annoyed on things that they say or actions they taken.
they just talk like they don't care less about ur feeling.
u look at them, and u finally realize that they think they great..mcm bagus!

u are so annoyed by them , that when they talk, u actually put on the headphone and listens to Moby instead.
u can't even stand the sight of them, but, still the next day u have to spend another one whole day with them,like it or not.

they not actually 24/7 pain in the ass, sumtimes they are..and when they are, u wish u never want to know them all along. haihh...

when they are behaving like that, u feel they absorb all the energy in you that left you speechless and tired and angry.
you feel like you wanna slap them right on the face so hard, that you think it will make them painless to you.

shits happen sometime...and i feel so annoyed and angry when it happen to me!


Thursday, March 30, 2006


dear mama,

happy bday! i luv u!!


Wednesday, March 22, 2006


i was in a bus with a bunch of the bus were also dayang nurfaizah and anuar zain..they were sitting next to each other.i was standing in front.
the bus stopped, and dayang went off.
suddenly, anuar looked at me and offer me the sit next to him. i was delighted, of course! and so i sat next to him, giggling inside, feeling so lucky that i actually sitting next to someone i really fallen to.
we chatted and suddenly i feel someone rubbing my hand slowly..i thought it was him... :D
i smiled and i feel the hand was soft, and my name was called.
i opened my eyes, it was vi there, waking me up! was a dream..
"tak pegi kelas ke?" vi asked as i opened my eyes
"petang karang presentation, tak dek klas pagi ni",i answered
"hah? ye ke?? abih tak dek klas ke,"she asked me again
"tak...,"i said, closing my eyes..
poor vi that she had to go back to her room, dh siap siap dh tu, dgn lip gloss nyer..hihihi..

elly forgot to tell her that today morning tutorial was cancelled due to presentation in the evening.

anyways, i had a little dissapointment with the guys, they couldn't finished the animetic presentation on time.its either we present tomorrow morning, or lose the 5% mark.

on the other hand, im trying to figure out of the sculpture design i suppose to do for mdp final project.the subject matter i choose is fern leaves.
i had a few design i drew, but its not good enough i guess.

so i u guys could help me out, let me know..appreciate it!


Tuesday, March 14, 2006


i can't believe that zima actually a wife now!
its just hit me that she's married..zima was a very cheerful person, a very responsible friend i've ever known and great person to hang out!
she used to bring us nasi lemak during school times for our lunch..(her mom sale nasi lemak back then) the best nasi lemak i've ever taste! we even asked a plastic of sambal along with our nasi lemak.

neweys, zima used to be the ketua kebersihan back in class..
she was an excellent ketua kebersihan!hahahha...i always got exception for sweeping the floor, as i had asthma (even until now!). so she put in charge on the classroom tables, make sure they straight in line and all..

i had an unexpected corrupted file for my assignment a day before her wedding. if she isn't my best friend, i would have give second thought on attending the wedding but, i didn't.
the wedding means the most to her, and i didn't want to miss it.
to zima, congratulations dear! i am so happy for u!

"..kepada sahabat handai saya yang saya kenali dari kecil, terima kasih kerana sudi datang memeriahkan majlis saya ini.." -zima did a little speech for us during makan was really touching i tell ya!


p/s:check out my fotopages for more pictures.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

WE WENT TO KLIA.... 12.30 in the morning from MMU, brought out sketch book and camera. was an impulse action.
it was so hot here in the room, so we were thinking to go somewhere cold and calming..we were thinking to go up to genting, but i'm not sure how to get there..
it was a very impulsive action we was fun..
we finished one drawing for the skecth book and do some viewing for our little shooting ahead..

so, to u guys, go out, be some impulsive thing.


Monday, February 27, 2006


hmm..banyak bday bday abang saya..
umur dia 25 dah..
abang used to bought me toys on my bday when i was a little pwincess..
he would let me choose in between toy A or toy B.and when i choose toy A, he gave me toy B on my bday..the system was, he gave me the opposite toys of my picked. and when he bought me toys, he did some research on the benefit he could have. the toys i got must be something that he could play along with, like the Lego, Lego and, for 3 years a row, i got Lego for my bday presents and something that i didn't wish for. :D

abang was my bodyguard during primary school.
he had this little geng whom protected his little sisters.
i was crying one day in my classroom over a dress that my teacher made me wear for my stage i was crying, one of his buddy walk by and saw me..he came straight to me and ask what happen.before i could answer, he promised me to kick whoever ass whom made me cried.
abang really protected me and my sister..
all we need to do was tell him who disturb us..and in split second, those guys chicken away from us....

nowadays, abang also made me angry.
sometimes, i just couldn't stand with him beside me.
at times, he really is a joker.
yeah, i've been scolded by him every now and then but still, i know he did wat's best for me.
our age gap is only 2 years but he have made me look up at him.
he's not just a protector, a guider or was a self centered little boy but his my only abang in the world.and that what makes our relationship special.

i know he'll never read this.
he didn't even know my blog add.
so abang, U SUCK BIG TIME!!! XD
happy bday big bro!

p/s:weh abang, ko dah carik ke tak kakak ipar aku?
*pictures were taken yesterday.


Sunday, February 26, 2006

and last friday, we celebrated ida's bday.
we took her to pizza hut, blind folded eyes was my planned but i didn't do that.
we spent like 4 hours at alamanda..huhuu..we didn't fill in the fuel cause we thought it wud be enough for us to go there, and we're right.
then, we bought 2 slices of secret recipe's cake and pizza and gifts.
uh, did i tell u guys that ida got herself a black iPod for her bday? her bf gave her...i was like kicking myself, running here and there when i saw that iPod on her desk one day morning.lucky her!
so, neone out there, my bday is coming on april, why dun u guys share and buy me a white iPod..i'll luv u wif all my heart after that. :D

at last, they agreed on my story line which i had been working with elly.
and ken put the x factor in it, and voila! we done with story line.
last night, after i got home from kl, i finished up my part for the presentation.good girl. :D
so, the location for the shooting will be at KLIA, Genting, Port Dickson and around Putrajaya.and the budget for it, well, maybe it will be higher than i expected.

i was planning to do my maya today when suddenly he called, asking me if i free today.he wanna come to see me cause he misses me and he has nothing to do there..i was like,"otey, you can come". hmmmm...

i dunno what happen, but i am so much into the pussycat dolls right now.i've downloaded the album, and i tell ya, they rocks! the songs are great.i luv it.i luv their performance, they make me feel sexy! they make every women feel sexy i guess.i luv the tainted love, sway, buttons, stickwitu.

anyways, the water here is worst.
the tab water is like makes my throat itchy.
i had to buy mineral water to drink..
even my body sometimes itchy..and my face..

so, today is sunday.
hope u guys have a beautiful sunday morning and exciting things to do onwards..
i'm off to flea market.yayy!!!
bubye people.


Wednesday, February 22, 2006


tix for extended 2 days show of PGL the musical are all sold out!
they sold the 2 days show tix for only about 5 hours straight.
this means, the theatre really is something else.

congratulations to the enfiniti production and all the crew and cast.


Monday, February 20, 2006


Bravo, Great, Excellent, Perfect, Amazing!
i was taken away for the 4 hours show by puteri gunung ledang the musical at istana puteri gunung ledang..
the set, the costumes, the choreograph, the singing, the acting, the expression, the dedication and commitment were all shown on the stage.
every little character looks alive and real and so i have to say perfect!
they acted as if they were not acting..gedid?

neweys, PGLM deserves a continuesly applause from the audience and standing ovation. i was amaze by this one actor whom before i never acknowledge his talent during his gerak khas days and some so called movies.Ac Mizal has proven to most of the audience that he do has talent..and i absolutely agree.
the theatre had change many audience perspective who went there to see what is so special about it esp for those who never watched theatre before.
PGLM has succesfully make audience leave with smiles on their faces and twinkles in their eyes.
the tix were all sold out, but they extend a day show for those who missed the previous shows.check out the istana budaya website for further information.


Friday, February 17, 2006


to an end!!
i haven't eat carbo that much like i used to nemore..
i barely eat nasi..once a week of nasi.
so, im looking forward to join clasess like kickboxing or dancing etc.

elly is going back to batu pahat today...and vi's going to kl.
and im going back to kl as be precise, shamelin..huhuhu..
the house is okay.
its comfortable for the 4 of them excluding nanim and i who are barely home.its still comfortable when we got back..

and i just got my full license everyone..

uh, and tomorrow we gonna see pgl the musical at istana budaya..
and we got another 4 free tix the next day..which is cool because we're already got 4 free tix last weekend..yay..we thought of selling it but we'll see.

and valentine's day was as usual as it is for me..
when i was single & available,i always want a nice and sweet and memorable valentine. but now, i dun feel the same thing nemore..i feel that i dun want to cherish my love on that particular one day as everyone does.
i want to cherish it that everyday cud be special for me..

assignments getting tougher and interesting.
sculptures, 3d animation, 80 pages of figure scatching, video clip and website. there.

and, and....tomorrow is beedees/triumph annual sale!!!

so, enjoy ur weekend everyone!i know i'll enjoy mine.. :D


Wednesday, February 08, 2006


after a year working at TNS, i went to mmu, that is where i am today..
i leave TNS with a happy 55kg something weight..
even kak maziah told me that i lost some weight through out my whole one year there, compared to the first day i started worked there.

so neweys, the day i leaved TNS, i was with my 55kg something weight..
then, when i returned back during my previous trimester break, working back as a parttimer in TNS, the TNS-ians told me i gained so much..ben even said i'm fat.huhuhu...i'm not a 55kg something babe anymore...i'm a 60kg over, pink hyppo's owner!my pink hyppo don't even weight that much!

and after 3 weeks of trimester break, i went back to mmu for new trimester...the girls told me i gained weight, its like, my fat keep on increasing during i was in mmu, and during i was at home..

and now, im officially launching war towards my fat! WAR girls..its a WAR!!
i hate these fats hanging around my waist, my arms, my thighs and my stomach...euwwww...too much details i suppose..such a disgrace to the whole Harim-Is-A-Babe concept..hihihi..
its like i even have double chin now..i can't fit into my padini jeans which i can wear it last trimester..and wearing my skimpy tshirts makes me look flabby.

phyto fiber drinks i am into,
rice and carbohidrate food i'm away from,
to get back my old weight i'm waiting,
to be taller and skimpier i am wishing.


neweys, dear kumar, a picture of u and tea and tagore small get together.
and dear readers, i suggest u guys to try to listen to jem's latest album FINALLY WOKEN and also emiliana torrini's TO BE FREE single.
at the moment, im downloading some of her songs..


Monday, February 06, 2006


HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone..i hope its not too late for me to wish u guys that..
and happy belated bday to elly..hope all ur wishes come true dear.

anyways, life in kl was hectic..
i worked as a parttimer at tns..
everyone there told me that i gained weight!i noticed that..hihih..
i worked extra hours there..lots of over time..kechiing!

now, life back in mmu with new trimester to go through..
went to class this evening..mdp class was something about drawing figures character..
mpm class, need to do a video clip..that is something interesting, dun ya think? hmm..

i still feel tired, maybe because of the work stress konon...
but anyway, i enjoyed least, i know how much a ringgit worth.
because of my class only for 4 days a week, i planned to work on friday, saturday and sunday.if i make rm40 a day, i got rm120 a week, and that wud make it rm480 a month..
its just that, i dun wanna ask money from babah nemore for my project or assignments..

uh, btw, we just moved in to a new home..
its near nikki's school..
i am excited..

and i'm gonna watch PGL musical theatre on 18th for those who havent got the tix yet,hurry..seats are fast selling out..

and gonna get my full license on 16th feb...

gpa for last trimester was good...
increasing my cgpa pointer..
thank god.

and i luv him..
so so much..

*check out kak jija's engagement photos

Friday, January 13, 2006


today is the last day for this second trimester.
and i've submitted the poster project already.
feeling relief..
looking at other posters made me feel jealous of them and dissapointed of myself.
frankly speaking, i'm not into drawing.
but i finished my sketch book on time..
that was something i feel proud off that i can actually draw..
i drew 50 pictures of things..

but poster need something more that pen sketching we did.
with the water color as the background and color pencils to sketch, i felt lost and desperate.
i did the best i could.

elly said, my drawing is improving.
well, i just don't feel good about the poster part.
that's that.

a big relief after the submittion although mine was placed at the last group..

now all i can think is the next semester..
and couldn't wait to start my majoring..

so, as for tomorrow, we gonna have our girls day out together..
destinations are low yat plaza, tgi friday, one utama, ikea and back to cyber.
had my ups and downs during this trimester.
experiencing and treasuring something that is beautiful..
leading for our she sell sea shells project...
sleepless nights on week days..
getting the Kirana Creation cd done on time, taking pictures for it..
emotions was not stable for a few times that make me want to kill someone!
stronger family bound..
feeling responsible on my own self wherenever im at..

and now, this girl just wanna go to work for some pocket money and have fun during the holiday..



went home for raya haji..
helping mama cooked..
i was planning to buy the 24 color pencils luna from advanco at tmn melawati because the price they sell here in kl is so expensive..2times higher than advanco.
babah took the car after raya pray to dengkil, leaving me desperate of needing to buy the color before advanco close at 2pm.
so, i asked him to take me there...

before meeting him, i went to the nearby mosque to take some pictures on lembu yang dikorbankan. i was late actually, only reached there at 11am or so..the raya haji community at the mosque were friendly and helpful..they even asked me to take pictures of them..guessing i was a reporter/photographer from the local newspaper.. :D
when been asked, i said,"tak pakcik, saya student je"
but still, the teamwork they showed really amazed me.
the energy runs like mad.
i really enjoyed taking pictures there.

so after the mosque, i walked to desa pandan and met him there.
we went to advanco and i bought several stuff for my poster project..
the 24 color pencils Luna, tracing paper, illustration board, and a few stuff for nikki.
after that we went to starbucks and had our raya drinks!
it was weird that we spent raya there...took some pictures of us..
and mama called in the middle there, asking me to buy some stuff for nikki's school project.

so we decided to get those things at pertama complex.
i was so tired that i had to walked all over the jalan TAR just to get stuff for nikki..tak pe lah..for nikki..

head back home right after that.
and get back to cyber during the night.

p/s:i can't post more pictures on
the korban part because it might
be disturbing to some viewers.