Wednesday, November 01, 2006


assalamualaikum, selamat hari raya to readers.
hope u guys hav a blast this raya...

my raya...hmm...not really in the mood or i might say tak beraya sangat.
the first day of raya, nikki wasnt feel well, he got chest infection due to the haze..poor little guy...we went to shah alam (uwan was there) that night, after nikki got his good rest and medicine.
the next day , it was just another day with rendang and lemang in the kitchen..i swear that i didnt feel like raya when i thought i woke up for another usual day, when i turned on the tv and watch so many raya tv programme, then it hit me that its the second day of raya..hahahah..

neweys, on the 4th of raya, we received sad news, abang ai passed away due to cancer.abang ai was my cousin...he used to come to my house every raya to see my dad (his pak teh) and us.he left 3 children and his wife...well, i guess that's why i was not in the mood at the first place..
7 years ago, abang ai's sister (arwahyarhamah kak yan) passed away due to breast cancer.

we went to the funeral at saujana impian.
he passed away on friday morning,in between of subuh pray.
that night, me and my family attend the tahlil, and went on for the next 2 days.
it must be hard for the children..

the eldest is 18,
the middle is 16,
the youngest is 10..
i saw them cried..i saw the youngest cried so hard..i saw his daughter kissed abang ai's forehead for the last farewell, but broke down with tears, she had to hold back her tears to kiss her last goodbye.. i saw kak shima (his wife), shattered, with no tears left..

mak ngah (his mother) sitting, beristighfar...she went through the same moment 7 years ago, and now she had to go through it again of losing a child. its not anyone faults, its not the doctors fault for not giving him the best of what he should have,its not his fault for not checking the cancer earlier, its not the mothers fault for carrying him to the world, its qadaq and qadar.

Allah the Almighty, Allah loves him more than us, his family.
let him be with Allah.



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