Tuesday, November 25, 2008


okay, my dear friend man, has tagged me.
this is me, taken yesterday at Coffee Bean, Ampang, around 11pm.

although its a bit further, tapi oklah kan..man punye gile close up!

Law & Order:

1.Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!
2.DON'T change your clothes, DON'T fix your hair...just take a picture.
3.Post that picture with NO editing.
4.Post these instruction with your picture.
5.Tag 10 people to do this.

and i'm tagging:
3.Aishah Ansari
5.Mr & Mrs Imran
6.Eli A.Rahim
9.Elly Ezani
10.Ita Ezani

happy tagging!


Monday, November 24, 2008


my dear friend man had chosen my blog, The Polka Dots of My Life as one of the best blog he's ever seen/read. wuuuhuu! weeeeeee
thank you thank you!
so, now i need to choose the 4 blogs i think the best/crazy.

here it is:

1. mylittlepwincess by shashue/tia - although dah lama tak update, still, this little pwincess is so adorable ;)
2. a learner for life by lily
3. bite me cullen, bite me by bitingbitee - okay, pompuan ni tengah gile twilight, so mind her
4. not yet a woman by ellyezani - unfortunately she had close her blog to private view only.

so there you go!

thank you for the award again Man! i feel appreciated.really.


hugs n kisses,

Sunday, November 23, 2008


my sister had just graduated with degree (hons) of journalism.
well done!
she did it with flying colours and i'm so proud of her.

her of becoming a journalist was an irony story.
it was me who always wanted to be a journalist/reporter/presenter.
and my sister on the other hand was interested in architecture.
she took LK during her school days and i wrote poems and stories.
i made an effort to enter competition, went on to casting.

but i remember, i wrote a lot.

there was one time, i wrote a story about my life and my friends.
it was printed on a 80ish pages of A4 papers, clip together with stapler and masking tape to make it prettier.
i distributed it to friends and family.
friends were thrill to find their names in it.and to read about our life on real printed papers.

i really really wanted to live my dream.
and so i've applied for mass communication in uitm.
first application was rejected.
and i was devastated.
i went on to a nearby college for studies, and i applied for second intake.
instead of an offer for mass comm, i was offered for business study in machang, kelantan.
again, i was completely sad.

i finished my studies in science com for 3 years at the college.
i didn't want to give up my dreams.
again, for the third times, i applied for degree in mass comm.
unfortunately, history repeat itself, and i have never gave in, when i applied for the second intake.
but, during that time, my heart was torn into 2 courses.
designing and journalism.
i developed interest towards designing when i studied science com.
a very dear friend responsible for the interest i had gain.
i applied for MMU and UITM.

Allah had answered my prayer.
i was offered a course in MMU.
i was so excited, happy, thrill, proud when i got the offer.
then i know, journalism is not my path.
it is my sister's, and she really did well in it.

and i, went on to designing.
i'm glad i've made the right choice.

as for my sister, she is a real talented, story teller.
for every things happen, lies a reason behind.
perhaps, i will never achieve of what she achieve now.

my sister, is now working with The Star (newspaper) as cadet journalist.
Baiti Hamdan is my sister.


and just to let u know, 'meh' is a new word added in the Collins English Dictionary.
Meh = an expression of indifference or boredom, or an adjective meaning
mediocre or boring.
Examples given by the dictionary include "the Canadian election was so


i went to yazid's play at taman budaya last night. the theater was called "Petua Perkahwinan"
it was fun to watch him on stage, as a chef.
i gave him a bouquet of roses afterward and glad that he liked it.
i like the main girl character, she was better than some of our local actress.seriously.

take care.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

My shoes.

i know that everyone have their fave shoes.
those where you can wear for dinner...the glitz and glam for partying and clubbing..the formal black shoes for office wear...the simple sling back sandals for everyday use...the cute little pumps for outing and etcetera etcetera.

these are my collection that falls in the fave category.along the way of being an adult, i have fall in love with shoes.and handbags too -i might do a post on my handbags ;)
some of them were gifts from friends, some i bought for certain occasion and some were just that i really2 like.

i really regret that i missed the nine west sales.
that's what you have to face when you are jobless.right?
if i have the money at that time, i would take 5 pairs of it...seriously no kidding!

i bought this because i've been longing for pump shoe .love the material and color.

this was a gift from syima on my birthday.

this one was my convocation shoe. adore the ribbons on top and the satin material..really makes me feel exclusive.

pardon the dirtiness :P this one caught my eyes as it was the last pair at the curve flea market. i bargained for it. i love it, it has cushion effect.

this was a gift from elly on my 23rd birthday. i picked it myself.i love the polka dots.cute isn't it?

i've fallen in love into pink sandals too.
but most of them had to be thrown away as it tore apart.
when i have my fave pink sandal, i would wear them until it can't be worn anymore! so, no wonder lah all my pink sandals are not long lasting :P

the martina pink polka dot wedge was cute too!
but i did the right thing by not buying it.
i tried it on, and it's not really a comfortable shoe. so.

i'm off to bed now.
will be dreaming of the nine west shoes.
pity me.

take care everyone.


Friday, November 07, 2008

Gud nite peeps..thank you for stopping by.

my gud fwen pokdah from h.school had an accident with a big giant lorry.
she's in bad condition that she had to go under surgery. but i am so thankful to Allah that she's still here with us today.
syukur alhamdulillah.
we went to the hospital to see her, and waited until 8.30 for her to come out from the surgery.
we waited and waited...
and tears burst out as soon as we see her helplessly on the bed, while the nurses pushed it to the x-ray room.
her right eye were swelling from the accident and she couldn't open it.
nevertheless, to have her survived from the car-lorry crash was a miracle that we could not answer, and that it is Allah's mercy to bless her and survive.
we love you so much dear.
i whispered to her that she had to be strong, to go through all of these, and she nodded under the oxygen mask.
me and a few fwens will be visiting her tomorrow.
no more tears tomorrow.
smiles and laughter for sure!i want her to see us smiling for her...and i want to see her smiles too.

today is my 4th day of crimson wave.
the first and second day were heavy flow. the third day was about the same too...
and today was slightly lighter, yet, i still had to get myself clean every couple of hours.
it was like bloody hell!
exactly...bloody hell.

on the first day, i can't really move...not exactly what i would experience everytime it's that time of the month. as i said...it was bloody hell.
but yet, i still went out for lunch at BSN stall-foodcourt and had the most amazing kueyteow soup ever.yummy.i haven't had it for almost 1-2 years.and still, i managed to walk to klcc to get the money that wafa had bank in for me as my little wage of the previous photography job i had with her.i was expecting the money she put in, and to my surprise there was an extra 500 bucks in my account.
was it from my dad?
from someone who owed me??
oh, it's my refund money from mmu :P
i'm the happiest girl in the bank that day!

the second day, i went out early from the office to visit pokdah, and the stories as the above.

the third day, i thought i wanna go to lowyat to purchase my new arrival hard disk.
ooo yes, they had replaced my hard disk, finally.after much of anticipation and arguments, i got my new hard disk.
unfortunately, again, it was already 730pm by the time i leaved office.
it was impossible for me to get there in time.
and so i had dinner with a friend and that was when my teeth/gum hurt again.

i went to see the dentist today.i had enough of pain already.
turn out to be there was a big hole on my wisdom tooth.
the tooth didn't grow like any other tooth and stuck on my gum and a part of it had touch the nerve and i feel pain wherenever food stuck in the hole.
huge hole!
for quick solution, i had it plaster.
but still, i need to have it remove by going under a minor surgery.
for that minor surgery, it will cost me at a freaking rm700!

i know.i cursed too.

but i do have other option, do it at government dental clinic.way way way way far far far so far away cheaper.
friends recommended me to go there, the one near kotaraya.

i barely ate anything today,manggo yogurt for breakfast to prevent food stuck in mouth until i see the dentist, peach yogurt after see her as i had difficulty to chew the pastry bread i bought, and a pastry bread and toffee late drink for dinner.
and now im hungry, and im just too lazy to go to the kitchen..i guess, i just want my tooth to have a rest for today.

after work today, i walked all the way to lowyat for the hard disk casing.
and on the way, i stopped by at tang just to see if my martina pink polka dot wedge had a further reduction.sadly, it's still at the previous price i saw...i know rm67 for a pair of wonderful wedge is cheap compared to the original price at 160++, but i just couldn't make it as my-number-one-things-to-buy-at-the-moment list.
and so, i walked out of the store and headed to morino kaze aromatheraphy at piccolo galleria in bkt bintang. the banner outside the building was tempting the first time i saw it a few weeks back.
i had a back massage for 30minutes. cost me at rm22.
i wanted to tell you further of what happen there, but i think it's not necessary ;)
i love the massage, the environment, the calmness and energy that i gained.perfecto.
only that, don't ask for number 19 masseuse.lol.
request for her, and you know what i mean.
oh, the receptionist girl was cold.smile girl, smile.

the climax of the day, was when i finally purchased the hard disk casing i've been meaning to buy at a very good price.
this time, i bought the good quality casing, which has based support for the hard disk.and so the salesgirl told me..
the price was okay.i still have some cash for bra purchasing tomorrow (budget is rm50-rm70), for paying debts, and for my daily used.

oh well.

i spent 30-40 minutes on the phone with a dear friend in ipoh :D
i wanna talk to that someone in batu pahat too...but we have different phone lines.text will do good right darling?

i need to force myself to finish up the proposal.
i will finish it up next week.im too tired and too busy with work this week.
but i'm giving all my time for proposal next week.i can do it.

and last but not least.im sorry for not having any pictures for this entry, sorry for bothering you with lines and lines of words...haha..not my style, but i'm just too tired to search for suitable pictures.pms.blame that ;)

gud nite peeps.
thank you for stopping by.


Sunday, November 02, 2008

this moment in life..again

i feel numb from being a devotee of true love.
i know, everyone does feel this sometime in their life...
lonely, upset, unhappy, akward...
trying to figure out, what love means in their life.

attach to someone is another problem.
the tendency of needing them always occur.
missing them...
....of their warm hugs
....of their blissful kisses
....of their sweet smiles
....of their simple thoughts
....of their stupid jokes
....of their caring personality
....of their silly dance
and of their phone calls and text messages every now and then.

i do miss him

and i want to be missed

i do. i do


Benefit's California Kissin' Lip Shine for SALE!

okay...as i thought and pondered..

im selling off this fabulous Lip Shine California Kissin' at rm40.
i thought i had enough of lip care/stuff and that this one doesn't do any good for me ;)
and i know deep in my heart, that i will get another gloss from Anna Sui's sale eventhough i've promised myself that i will only get the perfume ;)
so lettin' go this one, and save the money for Anna Sui's gloss.

let me know if you are interested.

i went for a jog this morning.
it's been a while since i do my regular exercise, since bulan puasa *sigh*
i woke up early today, had my subuh prayer, and i said,"bum, u need to get a healthy treatment today dear"

live in Tmn Shamelin is great.
there is a park just a minute drive from home, Jaya Jusco Tmn Maluri for 5 minutes drive, Starbucks at Menara PGRM for just 5 minutes drive ( i luv hanging out at M.PGRM Starbucks because the place is huge and comfy, compared to the one in JJ Maluri, it's a bit cramp and noisy too), 10 minutes drive from Bkt Bintang (thanx to the new flyover!), 13 minutes drive from pasar...

so after i've done with my jogging,i went to 7Eleven to buy bread and egg for a simple and quick breakfast.i was on the way back home when my mom called, asking me to buy breakfast at the pasar...the scrumptious traditional malay breakfast of nasi lemak!
i thought...hehe
my simple diet breakfast of egg and bread was spoiled by the plenty of choices, from nasi lemak kukus, to nasi kerabu, to nasi dagang, to tosey and capati and roti canai and laksam some more...

i had to have one.
and so, i had this tasty nasi kerabu with solok and ikan goreng on the side.
fyi, eversince i lived in kampung pandan, me and family had been the loyal customer to this makcik whom selling nasi kerabu, nasi dagang and laksam.only this 3 meal.
she only sell it on sunday.
she has a sister, whom also sell nasi dagang and nasi lemak...the sister on the other hand, open her stall everyday except for monday.
if you lived nearby at the pandans area (as in desa pandan, pandan jaya, kg pandan, tmn maluri, etc) you should try the nasi kerabu.go there on sunday morning, the makcik sell it under the stairs, once you enter the place, you'll see her, together with her husband.oh its at the kampung pandan pasar.

above left, nasi kerabu, the clean and clear banana, and neslo for drink

and have you seen banana skin so beautiful and clean like this?
i know i havent!


p/s:i feel pity with what happen to abby abadi marriage.you know with the khalwat stuff. just watched Melodi.i hope she can go through this with strength and dignity. things happen for a reason, you're just too good for him babe ;)

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Its Benefit Warehouse Sale

Benefit for me and mom...wikuwiku ;)

The benefit warehouse sale was on 31.10.08-1.11.08 at Hilton PJ.
I went there twice, yesterday and this morning.

I got these stuff below:

1. Betty Brush Set

2. Her Glossiness - lip gloss

3. Lyin Eye - eye concealer

4. Creasless cream shadow - eye shadow, eye highlighter, eye liner at the same time

5. Californian Kisses Lip Gloss (which has minty taste and it makes your smiles brighter..isn't it fabulous?)

yeah, i only got 5 items as i want to save up for Anna Sui's Warehouse sale.
i really love the Maybe Baby perfume though...was it me or the perfume really lasted long eventhough its an EDT.
i sprayed it on yesterday, and the smell still lingered until i got home that night and when i got there again this morning, i sprayed it again, and i just came out from shower, but i still can smell the perfume...just a tiny bit..hehe..

i didn't buy it cause as usual, im out of budget for this sale.
i hope Anna Sui's is not going to disappoint me. The perfume range are much bigger. And for that, i only need to buy just the perfume.


thank you benefit for the fantastic deal! you make my day, 2 days of it... really ;)